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The Struggle With Light

by The Paper Sound

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1.
live life distracted what was, could have been, will be and the miles in between go by unseen live in the tension feeling distant from your sons knowing you will never make their mother happy bend down and put your shoulder to the load it will move or you will break but the truth will be told sometime long ago before i took this road i had faith and i had hope so where did they go bend down and put your shoulder to the load it will move or you will break but the truth will be told bend down and put your shoulder to the load but you had faith you had hope where did they go
2.
many are the reasons brittle the bones that break ground that never cares with infinite capacity, room to spare the demons bandage wounded that the wounded healer maimed never trust an angel they’re always for higher choose not to speak passive with labor prowl the demon with any angel banished to memory while demons bandage wounded that the wounded healer maimed never trust an angel they’re always for higher long drawn is the tool that scored the heart against it i would fight but light head spins amidst the din as dark mixes with the light i’m trying i’m trying to see the light i’m trying
3.
when I was out on the run from a world that hated me I was full of all my scars and my blood ran empty then my eyes couldn’t see what my heart now perceives that all my deeds (good and bad) have been rendered obsolete lights that shined out of my reach they almost buried me flickering reflections of the things I longed to see then my eyes couldn’t see what my heart now perceives that all my deeds (good and bad) have been rendered obsolete the light, the light’s alive the light, it’s alive, alive the light, the light’s alive in me now my tension is light wrapped in a flesh that seeks it’s end but let this candle burn until from ashes flames ascend then my eyes will finally see what my heart now perceives and all my deeds (good and bad) have been rendered obsolete
4.
My Turn 02:48
i will go down when it’s my turn somebody told me that is where I’ll learn so I will go down find your way out of the crowd hurry up and settle down and when your pain can’t be drowned drink from this cup that i’ve found as it goes down medicine burns as it cleans out my veins through twists and turns spend your life trying to be proud of the sound of your name aloud but the higher you jump, the greater the sound of learning you’re gravity endowed i started life on the ground with my brothers we wielded knives unknowingly severed well i left a piece of my soul so i will go down
5.
Innocent 04:30
when we met i was bearing the load you were busy carrying your own then we wed innocent in our youth futures led to our lungs filled with sweet breath and our experiences led to the death of our innocence the light? the light will only show who we are what we know we are tired and old imprinted in our bones the sins that bore the son home and now we hope on bloody knee to approach his holy throne the light? the light will only show who we are what we know we are tired and old we cry “mercy” upon our broken weary souls for we are tired and old
6.
this will crush you this will crush you it will pile on and pile on what light can cast this shadow off of my sinking heart what wings can bear me to the place where joy may start this will crush you this will crush you it will pile on and pile on life is not permanent in you or i somewhere oceans are filled when we cry their weight is fluid to fill all space rising up to squeeze the breath from your face nothing from something is what existence pays while we carry our burdens that steal our days don’t carry the burdens that steal your days
7.
Loose Grip 04:16
i got caught chasing someone who’d already come i’m packing up and heading on with loose grip on a bottle that dulls my tongue i think of things I have done in my memories i see only silhouettes but my heart knows the rest and now i’m running from a fire that won’t relent til all my days have been spent though i was proud i never spoke it aloud but in the end the fire burned me down
8.
how is it the span of my breath now measures the void that yours leaving you left the thoughts and feelings no other had the dreams and ideas your being kept how is it I never noticed breaths terrible weight pressing against life reached for in my chest that I know you felt in seasons autumn is the fairest of all winter’s silence pays its reverence to fall spring is the hopeful one summer naïve and the beauty that came with autumn leaves how is it the span of my breath now measures the void
9.
you keep that up, you’re gonna end up like your brother become your own dead end street you’ll have yourself (cause that’s all you’re really wanting) at least you’ll have good company somewhere there’s a light above us, things God only knows it shines past all our secrets we have no “real” shadows but you keep that up, you’re gonna end up like your brother become your own dead end street you’ll have yourself (cause that’s all you’re really wanting) at least you’ll have good company but there is something that I know about the source of life it won’t creep out from our shadows and first it cuts like a knife what have you done? you gave up everything what about your soul? little brother my flesh and blood my heart is where you’ll dig your hole you keep that up, you’re gonna end up like your brother become your own dead end street you’ll have yourself (cause that’s all you’re really wanting) at least you’ll have good company but who will comfort me?
10.
joy unspeakable joy when i see your face again but i have weary roads to travel until then how am i to walk without the light shining from your eyes that now dimly lights shallow breaths in the desert of my mind hail to the victor not to me he gave his son first willingly but You have your son back my arms are empty where is the hope? i need You to show me how does one dry tears without hardness of heart I’m sure that to soften would be to fall apart i lay down in a river of pain that never will run dry the weight of which i cannot bear the depth of which will blind my eye hail to the victor not to me but You are God i am me surely there’s a difference in capacity am i to bear it eloquently?
11.
The Cost 03:40
this place this place is not your home these seeds that you have sown will grow for someone else the cost the cost of what was lost it might not be far off from what experience paid so where is home? you don’t know but this place this place is not your home they kick around your bones they bruise and bump your soul and know that you can still return to those who feign concern concerned you might not choose to validate their choices and so where is home? you don’t know where to go but when you left i had hope that you would return with something to show and so here you are having travelled distance so far that I could feel it (i can feel it still) but that won’t change the fact the place you’re at is not your home
12.
summer’s over it’s time for life in the mixture of death and us what we thought held hope did not hold hope at all we knew it all along you didn’t belong to us then you slipped from our failing hands now summer’s over and it’s time for life in the mixture of death and us memories trail out the back of our misplaced minds recollection of time (at least mine) turns my head til I am lost and blind seasons fold life into death their pulse beats with sorrow and yet... what beauty has autumn except life brought forth then laid to rest and now summer’s over it’s time for life in the mixture of death and us

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released September 1, 2012

Words and music by Phil Kinney
Arranged by The Paper Sound

Al Brown - Bass
Phil Kinney - Vocals, Guitar
Nate Sjogren - Drums
Josh Wheeler - Guitar, Keys, Percussion

Produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by Josh Wheeler at Fitter, Happier Studios... in Trenton, MI

Published by Fitter Happier Studios (ASCAP)

Cover design by Gray Monkey Studios

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Indie guitar rock is dead. Long live indie guitar rock.

The Paper Sound hail from the outskirts of Metro Detroit, playing a brand of guitar-driven indie rock reminiscent of Pedro the Lion or The Weakerthans, with touches of Americana via Neil Young/Richard Buckner, and Nada Surf/Built to Spill power pop. ... more

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